Wanna back to my lala land.

I got a brunch of problems right now and I have terribly no idea what I really want and how to deal with them.What I can only do now is to ask as more people's opinions as possible.I'm so easy to be effected by others words and become very emotional rapidly.One more thing is that I don't have the ability to reject others,and i always make promise to things that i can't do it well or i can't even do it.People always said follow our heart,but i can't,i just can't.
All i wanna to do now is to screw myself.